This was a time of loneliness and the song of Justin Bieber tells everything about being lonely! the only time I found peace was with seeking for refuge from Garchen Riponche my dharma teacher.

I am surrounded by many people most of the time but when you have a loner lifestyle especially from Childhood experiences I started painting in the wall of my lonely pink bedroom a fire because I wanted to be with someone to talk with someone and I wanted to jump out of my balcony but having religion assisted me and it helped me to get out of the darkness if you need to talk to someone there is a suicidal line you can always count on somebody, and I have been there! I know how it feels to be lonely and a loner!